i always got this feeling to blog. and not to blog sometime.
maybe some days later i will stop blogging and you guys will see my blog rotting.
it is good to update daily. so that i will not forget all the good and bad things happened in my life.
and to update those close friends that alway keep track about my life. (: i love you guys.
well,today is my offday. went town to meet my silly. then we walk to centre point.
saw angela! she was working there. change outlet.
this is like the third time of this month we saw her. so we stop and chat.
silly ask Angela about the rolex watch and all. talk like he is going to buy on the spot. zzzz
make Angela seems so happy. naughty him!!!
&& my Birthday is only 1 day away!!!
im getting older. turning 19 already. ):
my wish is to be silly's wife and both our family is well and healthy.
i don't wish for more. just him and me. (:
& last but not least,friendship between my friends will always stay.
god, please bless me. i will be good. (:

hello all!
this post will be a long one.so be patient readers. (:
MY REDANG TRIP!
first night spent on coach with silly!
we went to report at golden mile. silly's dad drove us there.
then we board the bus. reach custom then after that we start watching our individual tv.
we watched, money not enough 2 & Run papa run. (hongkong movie) very nice! (:
then watch till halfway, our bus got a half an hour break at yong ping station at ard 12 plus in the night. went to buy cig and chill. (:
after that went back the bus to continue our movies.
slept all the way till we reached the jetty. it is 7am in the morning!
but our ferry is at 9.30am. so we went to walk ard Kuantan with the rest. ate our breakfast and all. (:
then we board the one hour plus ferry to our Redang island.
reached, sat the monorail to our resort. it is so damn F nice. the sea & the environment.
i swear if can. i want to stay there longer!
we register and then went back to our hotel.
we bathe then slept all the way till 5 plus. it is so tiring.
went to have our buffet dinner after we woke up. then went to walk ard the island.
then watch ppl's sing. it is a open air KTV beside the sea. (:
after that went back our hotel and sleep.
slept till very late the next day. we miss our breakfast and lunch!!! all silly's fault!!! humph!
sleep like pig luh him. then no choice we settle our lunch at the restaurant.
the service there really thumbs up!
we trying to change the tv channel, cause i want to watch the summer mo mo tea movie.
the movie was filmed at Redang. and they got this channel that will always played this movie for the visitors to watch.
but the buttons of the tv is kind of faulty. so we called up the servicing.
he was waiting at the door for us for a good 15 mins!!! and you guys know what,
we were smoking and talking in the room! the reason why he did not press the bell and knock the door is because we put a sign do not disturb. OMG! they seriously very polite man.
we watch them house keeping cause we scare our things lost. but they will alway put a smile when interacting with us. everything will done up nicely.we just have to sit there and do nth!
it is really a nice trip for us. the scenery is so beautiful. the seawater is so clear. i will never forget the days i spent there.
i gonna miss there so much. ): ):
silly took very good care of me during the trip. he dare not sleep when i still awake cause he scare i will be afraid. (:
he is such a wonderful bf!!!

&& daddy just saw him few days ago.
then mummy called me up the next day when i at work. she ask me about silly.
where he stay. what he doing and all. but then silly was beside me cause we were chatting at the counter. i feel so PS. when my mum ask me so many questions. cause she is teasing me!
honey, you better treat me good good. my this lifetime is in your hand. (:
i can say that i cant afford to lose you too. not just you! i know you love me seriously alot.
but i love you more then words can say.
you mean everything to me (:
i love you baby!

说好的幸福呢?
i love this song alot.
in less then 7 more hours to go, and i will be on my way to my redang trip! (:
i miss silly so much now.):
he make me forget all the unhappiness past.
he could make my heart turn from sour to sweet.
he could make everything possible just for me.
he could give me the best.
even when he is so sick. he still want to see me home.
and we had a small tiff. he should be feeling frustrated at me as he is feeling sick.
and yet i still give him my nasty temper cause of small thing.
but still. he manage to make me smile.
he got a very nasty temper too. but just for me. he willing to give in so much...
i really dont know what else i can say...
he is the best bf i ever had. (: (: (:

finally, out of boredom, i got a face book. (:
& guess what, my sis bought a Nikon SLR cam! my wishlist will soon be all fulfilled. =D

Met silly after his work yesterday.
we trained back to sengkang. have our dinner and see chloe.
aftermath, silly drove me home. (:
i realize that each time when he drive, he will always held my hand...
he is always so sweet. (:
2 more days to our redang trip!!

back to blog.
upbove were the photo of the Fcuk watch he brought it for me. (:

i went out with silly yesterday. (:
we went parkway parade. to buy our things we need for our trip.
then we had our meals there. then i bought a dress at cotton on.
at first i want to buy back the top which someone claimed that it gone missing in the house.
but nevermind. just entertaining the childishness and take it as it vanished into thin air. it is only a top (:
petty boo.
i told silly about it. and he said that i should get smth else instead.
so i picked a dress!
he paid for it.
aftermath, we went bugis. we shop ard.
i got myself another top and a dress. and a short.
he got himself two short and a t-shirt.
and we got ourself each a sun glasses. i got mine at parkway. he got his at parco.
then we went sarangoon to eat the porridge which is very nice!
after eating we went to loyang temple to pray then home sweet home. (:

i gonna meet silly later. he is working.
but he can still company me(:
he is my good bf. (:

i know my blog is rotting. (:
let me tell you guys what i did for the past few days. (:
went out with Man li on monday. we went to a cafe/pub near bukit timah to chill.
i was not feeling good on that day. so somehow i drink.
after that. went to meet silly at ard 9 plus at esplanade.
everything is fine now!!! (: (:
dear girl, thanks for being there for me. i really appreciate it.
then again, i meet up with simin and doreen on wednesday. (:
i hope my pay is getting today. zzzz

i finished my work at 6pm yesterday. (:
alvin and junlong came to find silly.
we talk awhile and cab to office. cause he need to take smth.
i waited inside the cab.
after about ten min. he came back with a isetan paper bag.
he pass the bag to me and whisper smth to my ear.
anyway cant tell you guys what he said. (: it is smth very sweet.
i opened the bag, and it is a FCUK watch! the watch which i said i like it alot the other time. (:
aftermath, we went to east shore to visit his sis in law. she just gave birth yesterday.
it is a baby girl. Chloe Tan Jia Xuan. (:
i finally saw Nicole! the baby that acted in the Daddy's nanny.
she is so big now. her eyes is so damn big and cute.
seriously, i am living my days happily with him...
counting down to 9 days to our Redang trip. (:

i start my new job yesterday.
im so happy cause i can see silly everyday! (:
but perhaps next week cant. cause i am posted to boutique for few days.

today after work, silly's dad pick us up then go have dinner.
after eating dinner. wait for him to bathe and send me home. (:

im really sorry for what had happened today. ): ):
im so afraid to lose you now.....
you make me realise how important you are in my heart. (: