nothing can stop me here with you ♥

2010-01-16T16:20:00.004+08:00

UPDATE!
today is my off day .
meet hubby later.
im so afraid that i would be late.
i always needed one an hour to make up and prepare.
but since i started working in beauty retail, i spent an hour to make up at home.
and spent another half an hour to touch up at my counter.
i cant stand myself too. -.-
and i have the most incorrigible habit and that is lateness!
i was so freaking late for work yesterday.
i suppose to reach at 10. and i reach at 11.50am. zzzzzz
all the time, i always thought doing make up for others is the same as doing make up for myself.
i never knew it is an difficult task.
till i had to really be on my own and do it for customer.
even if it is just a thank you from them, you would feel so contented. (:
well, new year is coming! so looking forward!
i hope the upcoming days with hubby will be the most blissful one.
he is everything to me. (:

2009-12-28T18:51:00.003+08:00

random updates.
today is my off day so is tomorrow.
i love my work due to interest and i can have lunch with hubby everyday. (:
i spent my Christmas with hubby's family. we had steamboat at his place.
and hubby bought me a novel at kinokuniya as my x mas gift!
love him super lots!
i am down with flu and cough. it sucks a lot.
my colleague Rachel introduce me a new remedy,
and that is drinking coke! i tried it last night. it seems to get a little better.
i miss hubby sooooo much now ):
i wish he were here with me....

2009-12-14T20:08:00.003+08:00

last weekend was spent with hubby's friends too.
we went to esplanade, Harry's bar to chill.
we had a bottle of white wine and each another drinks. (:
went home very late and had shortage of sleep.
and worst still, hubby still need to wake up early to work the next day.
my poor boy.
meet up with jennifer the next day evening.
we went to a bar again. to chill.
i had bourbon with coke and half pint of hoegarden.
then we had calamari rings.
after that i went to orchard to look for hubby. (:
we went to food republic to eat. i eat tu tu kueh.
hubby brought it for me as i am not hungry.
then we went back his place.
today i went to meet my Hr agency. i have many upcomings interview for the next few day.
i know ppl tends to look for job base on their likings. but economic nowadays cant let us decide what we want to work. i just want to have a stable job now and saving for our future. i know hubby is working very hard for us. and i will help him and go through it tgt. (:
im missing hubby super lots now!

2009-12-08T23:35:00.006+08:00

random updates.
today, me and silly went to raffles city.
and i had a great day with him.
we had a bad quarrelled last night.
but today, he make me laugh so much cause of bad time yesterday.
the underpass toward esplanade all the way,
i was laughing madly cause of his silliness. he is always so dear to me . (:
he would never fail to cheer me up.
and i had a great weekend with hubby's friends too.
we went to arab street for shisha. it was nice for first timer like me. (:
honey love hubby way too much.

ps: a love that i would never forsake

2009-12-02T16:26:00.003+08:00

i just want to say, i love hubby very much. (:
he will always be the one that will stay ard when i have no one to share my happiness.
he gave me the happiest time with his friends ard when i have no friends ard to share my joy.
he let me know that no matter what, he would be there to make thing to be exactly the same with or without the real thing.
i will love him with all my heart. i promise.

2009-11-24T11:40:00.005+08:00

im gonna type a long post.
My ROM day.
woke up had my breakfast, do my hair and wait for silly to fetch me there and my mom.
went up to function room to change and make up after i reached.
mandy and miki came to the room and company me aftermath. due to rushing of time,
we had our puff in the room. it was like ... and crazy. as we are not supposed to do this at all in the room.
so i quickly wear my lovely bootie heels and went down to meet hubby.
then i saw all my friends, hubby's family, hubby's friends and our colleaguew.
the photographer took many photos for all of us.
silly and me did not eat much on that day. because we dont have the time to sit down at all.
then hubby's mom and dad insist us to sit down and eat. still, we ate only halfway and we both went to take photos.
everything lasted for about 3 hours plus. send mom to train station.
then miki to take a cab and mandy to town. after that me and hubby meet up with his friends again at town, party world.
Sing, play, talk and take photo. went home at ard 5 in the morning.
it was a fun and happy night for me. i guess that is my most happiest day in my life too.
once again, im really thankful to those that turned up. thanks for the gift and hubby's friends for the red packets (:
and i need to thanks angela too. for making that effort to come and passed me the red packet even though you are so busy with your new stall. (:

To those of some that did not turn up.
i remembered that you guys said that you will meet me up after my ROM?
i think this is just crap. cause i did not even receive a single call or a text from you guys after so many days and weeks.
so forget it ok. i appreciate it very much (:
what are friends? i believe that everyone would have encounter this question.
and to me, i just feel disappointment when they actually never wanted to give a damn at all and sound like they are dead serious.

2009-11-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

i always knew that things will never turn out the way we always wanted.
at this moment, what is most important is someone who really love you more then anything and always treat you right.
i really wish that love at this time could be everlasting. like how my parents and my grandparents do...
even if there were changes in them now, it is so many donkey years later...
it is still better then it only take place less then a couple of years or even months....
one beliefs that he/she could make things possible. ..
but now she cant anymore....
nothing could stop me here with you..except that stares(hatred) in your eyes ..

2009-11-11T20:36:00.005+08:00

there is nothing to do, so here i am. (:
i thought this would be a very busy week for me.
but never thought that i could still sit in front of my desktop blogging.
hubby is sleeping like a pig in my room now. leaving me alone here with nth else to do.
past few days was so busy, i need to get my dress for alteration,
then i need to go get our wedding band and go take our marriage cert.
everything is so rush. but yet excited!
3 more days to go!!!
love silly always and forever (:

2009-11-06T03:23:00.004+08:00

let me have a quick update.
hubby is living with me all these time. i am so glad to have him around (:
yesterday we went to creamery island to eat ice cream.
we had nutella and very berry. it was yummy!
after that we went to nearby cold storage and we chilled at the
benches that place in front of the shop houses.
i had a wish for christmas.
and that is to have the most happiness life with hubby (:
counting down to 9 more days... (:

2009-11-01T01:44:00.003+08:00

Yun's baby here =)

Today had a bad rainy day. Dear and I headed to Raffles City after
our lunch at home . We were shopping ard there . It had been
quite some times since we eat Subway. We decided to
have Subway for our dinner. Ordered oven roasted
chicken, all times favourite for both me and dear. We
try the peanut butter cookies for e first time, quite
nice not as sweet as white chips. Dear wanted to eat
yougurt after that, bought it with granula nuts. Dear
is crazy over yougurt these days. She wanna keep herself slim.
But to me , she is forever in good shape =D Am i right dear?
Went to esplanade to chill , wind is so cold after a heavy
rain. There were some programs going on there, quite
crowded as it was sat nite. Friends headed to club today,
it was Halloween night... Seen many
ppl dressed up in different kinds of weird costume .
Dear is so cute when rest on my shoulder =) I just wan to spend my life tgt with u.
You are my life, my soul, my girl!

2009-10-30T01:34:00.004+08:00

hey! im back to blog (:
my purpose to blog is just to upload photos!
pardon me for being so ugly in the photo. cause i am without make up.
but my hubby look so cute in it =D

2009-10-29T00:17:00.003+08:00

Yun's baby here (:

Today headed to town,
realised that town changed so much.
Christmas decoration were up but the lights were not on yet.
We did not headed to town so much as we often do
cause we are not working anymore :( meet melvin today at town,
he is still the same old him. Wearing so smart and neat,
he went for his chanel job interview at ion. Wish him good luck!
if he is successful, than i can get some stuffs for dear (:
A chanel bubble bag ? or A chanel wallet ? Dear must be very happy if she read this later...
Dear treat me ayam penyet for dinner. Chilli was so spicy but overall it was delicious.
Was always crowded when we were there.
Went ard shopping after dinner , though I was tired as I slept only 5 hrs
at her house ytd, it was a joyful evening for us . I love her so much...
She is always so sweet to me (:

2009-10-27T01:32:00.003+08:00

Yun's baby here (: today spent my time with dear .
I realised that I really love her so much ... Waited for her
to finish her exam today , althought it was a long day.
I spent my time reading papers over there. Went to buy
some tibits before going back to her house. Dear was so
sweet i can said, helped me to clean my wound patiently
without complaining though it was not her to cause it.
THUMB UP FOR U!!! . Can be a me c one day, many patients
might look for u (: Went to mac just now for supper, had mac
wings meal tgt with dear . Will be back for new post soon, dear is
nagging at me le cause she wants to watch movie (:

2009-10-27T00:33:00.002+08:00

back for a quick update. (:
and i want to say is.... I LOVE HUBBY super lots (:
i only had this chance to blog cause he is bugging on to the laptop all the time ):
and he is in toilet now doing his business.
i have a great time with him at my place for these couple of days.
he is my new family member (:
i hope hubby can watched Taiwanese drama show with me tonight and not glue to his SG CAR MART WEBBY!!!

2009-10-22T23:18:00.002+08:00

i had change my blog song.
kinda sick of hearing those updated song.
i know those song that i uploaded were kind of old. it is way back for ard one year plus ago.
but im still loving it now. (:
and i hope hubby will love listening to it.
you make me so afraid of losing you in just one night.
you were so dear to me..
i promise i will not leave you alone. and you must never leave me k.
being with you is the happiest moment of my life (:

2009-10-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

had been busy meeting up friends to give out invitation card.
and i realise that it is not easy at all.
due to my problematic phone, i did not have any chance to upload any photos.
and i just want hubby to know that i did not neglect him in my blog and all the sweet things he had done for me. (:
he bought a diamond ring for propose,a small bouquet of flower and a lovely card!
i really appreciate it so much. (: thanks honey!
we went to JP today. we wanted t go IMM but recently we had been going there too often.
we went to take away KFC home.
it has been sometime since we took a bus tgt. the journey was quite long es when it is peak hour.
but with silly hubby ard, nothing matters more.
i like to see my silly and my mummy sit down and talks to each other happily.
today while i was eating my breakfast/lunch with silly, i asked him.
"would you rather get register then cohabited?" he thought for awhile and answer me that he would rather we get married first. and he quickly asked me why am i asking such question.
so, i replied him.
"no lah, you think i want to back out huh? i also choose to register first cause i am not dumb.
if we cohabited, one day if you fall for other women, i will get nth! "
we always talk about silly things. (:
my silly hubby, i love the way you are, and we will always be happily with each other ard. my beliefs in our love is everlasting. (:

2009-10-15T23:47:00.008+08:00

am back for update!
to all my dear friends, i am sorry for the delayed of sending out the invitation cards.
the company delayed the printing due to some mistakes on the card.
i will post it out to you guys once it is ready tomorrow. (:
and i met such an infuriating incident today with a young & ignorant girl!
she thought she is very experience and professional. but she is so damn not!
LG customer service is so damn bad!
you conclude that my phone is alright after you check. and persuade me not to go ahead with the servicing.
and you assume that the problems lies with my charger, and you ever told me that you would change a new one for me if i bring it down.
today, i went down again with my charger. and you test it with ur LG phone.
and you freaking tell me there is no problem at all. and you cant give me a definite answer unless i have my phone with me.
you told me to bring my charger to have a exchange and now you tell me you cant change it! cause you assume there is no problem with it and thinks that the problems lies with my phone. are you playing my precious time or what? if there is no problem, so why the hell i brought my phone down to ask for servicing in the first place?!
and yet you said, actually i can insist to ask for servicing the other time even though you persuade me not to. WTF! @.@
what kind of service is this!! it is so ridiculous!!!
you told me things like base on your experience and blah blah blah....... come on lah!
"what experience you have?? how long have you been working here?! " and i immediately shut her mouth up by saying this.
i was so damn angry and strict when i said that. i know i should not get so agitated.
but when i talk so nicely to her, she gave me that kind of lousy attitude. KNS!!!!
all in all. like dear said, she just doesnt want to admit her fault.
what a naive girl i have seen. customer always right. remember this dumb girl!!!

2009-10-05T22:28:00.004+08:00

finally, i should have time for my own.
so i gonna blog about my own stuff.
staying at home today with silly. we both having tummy ache.
due to some stupid coconut milk that we ate.
i know mummy dont mean it. but i have been going to the loo for umpteen times!!! argh!
how sick i feel whenever i have to visit the toilet. ):

I WANT THAT BOOTIE HIGH HEEL VERY MUCH!!!
& i know hubby will read this post. so you know what i mean? =D
just kidding ok hubby. by hook or by crook i will get it myself still. (:
and i am so happy that we had settle our big day plans today. everything is done.
i will just have to wait patiently for that day to come. but i cant wait!!!
and yes, i cant wait to be hubby's wife. (:
i have the most sickening and problematic cell phone in the world. and i hate it so much.
i going to get it repair like again... this is the second time!!!
i am very sure that mummy likes silly alot (:
and i miss you so badly now. faster come home and talk to me ):

2009-10-03T18:25:00.006+08:00

The big day.
i gonna blog about the events and happening for the past two days.
went out to trim my eyebrow on thursday late evening. then heed to jp with silly.
we ate at jia xiang mian then went to eat our fav desert.
after that we went to fetch mandy to my place.
but mandy was feeling hungry so we decided to go west coast Mac.
reached my place at ard 3am in the morning. talk and chill in my room till 5 plus.
prepared and leave the house at 6.30 am. reach her place at 7 am. went to her room to meet up with miki. all of us chatted and watched the make up artist doing make up for angela.
soon time pass kinda fast. the groom has reached!
we were so excited because we had so many plans lining up to deal with them.
we also tag along to the groom's place. after that had lunch at the bride's place.
it was a tiring morning for all of us.
cab home with mandy after that.reached home talk for awhile and i decided to take a nap.
took an hour nap. after that, mandy came back in and wake me up.
both of us prepared and wait for my dearest bf to come picked us up.
after that go fetched miki from her place then heeded down to the wedding dinner.
reached at 5 plus. supposed to be earlier because Angela need us to help do something for her.
but due to the traffic jam,we were late.
miki help her with the hairdo and the rest of us just walk around and see if there is anything to help. the wedding started at about 8plus going 9.
overall it is a nicely done up wedding.
i wish dear angela will be always so happy and loving with her husband. (:
photo will be uploaded. due to the problems with my phone. i did not take too many.
and the whole wedding dinner i was laughing away cause of silly dear, mandy & miki.
they kept talking about funny and silly things.it was definitely a day full of joy and laughter (:

2009-09-27T17:05:00.007+08:00

the happiest day.
went cycling with silly dear on friday (:
we were so happy and have a lot of fun!
we cycle to a sea side near seafood restaurants and decided to take a rest, and this is the happiest moment of the day.
my silly dupe me into going up the high barrier between us and he went down to the sand.
and he wrote some words with a stick. im so surprise by it! cause i thought he just wanted to write silly things. and he keep ask me to turn back and look after our bike. but in actual facts, he just doesnt want me to look at him. it was so sweet!
he is my silly as always! (:
i hurt my ankle too on that day when we were about to return our bike ):
it bleeds non stop. and it cause silly dear to have a 360 degree change of mood.
his face was not at all happy anymore and he seems so sad. but i am not affected by my injury,
i am still in a happy mood cause of what he had done for me.
he is my sweetest and best bf in the world!
i can never live a day without you (:

2009-09-21T22:29:00.004+08:00

back for update. (:
went out to jp with dear.
we went to eat dessert.
then walk ard and went back home.
because mummy is waiting for us to eat dinner at home.
i love to spent my time with my love ones now. (:
had to do so many house chores at home recently. cause i am a grown up now. i must share my mum's burden.
i hope i will not become like a old auntie. but it is ok, cause i know silly dear will still love me! =D
i really hope to spent my days happily with silly before i really get back to work.
nth matters more then YOU! -Stanley Tan (:

2009-09-14T22:11:00.004+08:00

my happy days with silly. (:
today, me and silly stayed at home. he bought breakfast for me.
this is what he will do almost everyday for me.
then we watched growing up on channel 5 tgt. then we were tired. we took a rest.
when we woke up, it was almost dinner time.
so silly drove me out to bukit timah food centre to takeaway some food home.
we bought, prawn noodle, carrot cake and fried rice noodle home for my mum and also for my big sis.
i love silly so much.
he taking me to cycling tml at ecp. im so looking forward!!!
he had never failed to make my days happily (:
he learned to tolerate my temper which he will never ever be in his past relationship,
he will do things to pampered me to make me happy when he knew that i am throwing tantrum.
travelling everyday from sengkang to bb and bb back to sengkang without complaining.he would buy breakfast for me almost everyday.it is not easy for a guy to be so consistence, as seldom guys would hardly do that for a girl nowadays.
this is why we not staying tgt is a good thing too. if we stay tgt now, i will not be able to see all these hard work from him and i will never appreciate it. he had done this for more then half a year. i really appreciate it alot.
he will always give me the best of everything.
i truly believes that he love me more then anything else...
we will walk our life journey tgt till we grow old and it will always be so loving. i promise (:

2009-09-10T16:20:00.005+08:00

i had been enjoying days at home and out with silly for the past few days.
i hope we can get to book a date at ROM asap. ):
we got to start planning !
Angela is getting married next month.im happy for her.happiness is passing around.
i hope mine will be a happy and life long happiness too. but i truly believe that it will be. (:
we did many things for the past few days.
me and silly went to take stickers photos, we did it for fun.
and it will be our 纪念品. (:
went to eat aston and durian.
we also went to catch a movie, cause we seldom watch any.
we watched "where got ghost" not a bad one yet not a really nice one.
just a simple ghost tale which includes 3 stories.
went to eat my fav thai express too. (:
recently, me and dear love watching Taiwanese drama, "命中注定我爱你"
it was a very nice drama. due to busy working for the past few months,
i did not have any chance to watch any of these. but now i could watch it with my beloved (:
♥ the best thing that ever happened in my life was your existance ♥

2009-09-01T16:20:00.003+08:00

hello.
i finally have the time to update a little (:
because i am having sick leave today.
i am waiting for my mum to cook dinner and silly dear to come eat with us.
i miss him so much. we had never been apart more then half a day. ):
i just love to see him everyday. because he is my silly. i know he cant live without me! (:
to my dearest friends,
don't worry about me ok, everything is going very well for me. better then how it use to be.

2009-07-30T00:17:00.003+08:00

back for a little update. (:
i had a new hair cut on saturday.
it was nicely done by Miki at kim's robinson salon. (takashimaya)
silly dear drove me there.
chatted while she cut my hair. we talked alot.
too much stuff to catch up with. (:
she is still as pretty as always!
and my precious boy bought me many stuff.
gucci lanyard and not forgetting my Gucci flora purfume!!!
it makes me smell so nice all day long =D
i am really very thankful for everything he had given to me. he dote on me super lots!
drive me to work everyday in the morning and fetch me home from work without fail.
we might quarrel at times. but it pulled us more closer and we get to know each of our own temper well.
he is all that i ever wanted!
i will never ever want to lose you! i will love you till the last breath of mine (:

2009-07-13T01:20:00.006+08:00

HELLO! (:
im back to update. my blog is so gonna rot....
i started my new work at aunty liana shop for the past one week.
am getting use to it.
before the week i start my work, me and silly dear went to many places.
we went sentosa and night safari. it was fun and enjoyable.
we played the luge at sentosa. it was so fun! just the two of us. (:
cause it is kind of late already.so there wasn't much people.
we took many lovely photo. but i cant upload all at once.
as i really have no time. so just a few to show you guys. (:
i have such a nice, sweet and caring boyfriend. that never fails to bring me to work every morning.
as i have to work half day on saturday, he waited for me from the time i started work till i finished my work. he is the best! =D
i got so many things that i so gonna buy.
and i finally bought my new platform shoe at heatwave!
i miss silly so much now. everyday is not enough for us. i wish time could stop some time.
so i can see him longerrrrrr...... ):

2009-06-27T15:49:00.005+08:00

hello all!
im back for a little update. =D
these few days was spent with my dar dar. (:
he bought me chicken rice to my home on friday.
ate Pu tien with his parents at night. (:
then on saturday went to eat steamboat with his parent again at parkway.
ate my fav yogurt ice cream topping of oreo crumbs and ganula cereals.
our best dessert treat. (:
after that, we went pasir ris park later at night to meet dear's friends.
went to summer breeze to chill.
as for today, we had subway for lunch.
train back sengkang to take car. went bugis to eat our dinner.
then went to the nice place to chill.
baby, i miss your kaola bear hug when i was sleeping.
your the best i ever had. i will love you forever and ever (:

2009-06-24T00:39:00.002+08:00

im back to blog.
sadly, our genting trip cant make it already.
because i need to start my new work asap. ):
but we will work hard to save more money to go further place! (:
the past few days was spent with silly dear.
saturday, we went to TPY Hawker to eat at night.
we ate Mince meat noodle, BBQ chicken,oyster with egg and almond beancurd.
then we chilled awhile and dear send me back to my grandma door step.
this is the first time mummy saw silly. so silly greeted mum and left.
then mummy start to say how skinny silly is and all.
i also wish he could grow fatter. ):
sunday, went to eat with silly;s family to celebrate father's day.
silly bought dunhill key pouch for my dad. due to my poor financial state,
i bought new york strawberry cheese cake for the family from bakerzinc.
i can see that how happy my dad is when he got the key pouch. thanks silly so much! (:
as for today, it was silly off day.
he woke up extremely earlier just to buy breakfast for me.
he went bukit timah market to buy wanton noodles and seafood soup for me.
how sweet aint it? (:
we spent our day at my home then we went to have my fav fish head steamboat for our dinner.
after that went parkway parade to shop.
then went to a very nice place to chill. nice scenary and overall view of the while city area.
i really enjoy my days so much with him.
with him around, everything seems to be possible and happy.
i never want to lose him. he will be the last man of my life. (:

2009-06-20T13:54:00.003+08:00

im back! (:
went to terminal 3 to eat popeye with dear's family yesterday night.
Chicken and biscuit! it is nice.
went to interview during the early afternoon.
going to start work next month.
that was my auntie's good friend boutique.
the pay is good. and everything is good. cause my auntie is watching over me! ):
need to inform Amber soon.
i will miss some nice people here. ):
es charmaine. she is so super duper good to me. ):
as for today, i will be staying at home first.
home is so lonely and boring.
dad went to work in morning. will not be back till night time.
big sis went out with friends. left me and mummy. zzzzzzz
help my mum to dye hair. then tell mummy that i later going to meet boyfriend at night. (:
timid miss silly so much ):

2009-06-16T00:09:00.004+08:00

hello! back to blog.
was busy with the pc show for the past four days.
saw man li on the second day! (:
she is with the brand Vio. mine is LENOVO.
our booth is very near.
i will talk to her when my booth not much customer.
wen joined me during the 3rd day . sat and sun.
it was so fun to work tgt. and we work with the same people.
we finally hit the target after 4 hard days!
met many sickening customer. ugly singaporean. zzz
my colleague, joey, came with her sis and she bought a laptop worth 1200 from me. =D
thanks alot for your support!
and i have to thanks my beloved, sweet and caring bf!
he came to company for my break and fetched me tgt with his family throughout the four days.
he is my super duper good boyfriend!
i love him so much.all i wanted now is just to have a good and nice rest. (:
going back to work on thursday. tiring...

2009-06-10T15:02:00.004+08:00

went town to meet silly yesterday.
we had super late supper with his friends.
we went to Joo Chiat to eat.
after that he send me home. then went over to east coast to find them.
so we exchange sms. (:
i send him MMS of me. and he send me his.
it was so sweet!!!
precious,i will love you everyday of my life (:

2009-06-09T15:03:00.006+08:00

back for a short post. (:
went to eat durian last night with silly dear. (:
the uncle there is so funny.
there is this little plump boy walk passed and saw alot of durian in a basket stated 50 cent each.
so he ask the uncle. " uncle! uncle! one durian 50 cent ah?"
uncle: yah yah. all 50 cent. take take . take whole basket.
we laughed.
after awhile we saw another uncle.
he wanted to buy durian. so he bought some.
then he stand at the road side waiting for cab for very long.
we eat finish our last piece, we drink coconut water and we chat aittle.
he was still waiting!!!
so we went off and walk passed him. he hailed a cab. but the cab dont want to stop.
cause he bought durian.
so he tell the store uncle in dialet'' cannot buy durian from you lah!"
the uncle look so pathetic and the store uncle laugh at him.
then me and silly laughed F loud.
it was so hilarious to meet funny ppl. (:
today, silly came and find me during his working hour.
i cook noodles for him. (:
and i eat the noodle that my dad bought.
we had great time tgt all the time.
silly, we will be happy tgt forever k. (:
meet up with wen yesterday too. shall let the pictures do the talking. =D

2009-06-08T12:33:00.006+08:00

hello all!
this will be a long post. (:
please be patient if you are reading it. (:
silly came to fetch me after his work on Thursday. although i waited quite long.
but i never get angry. cause he is my sillly. =D
we went to Vivo to have Thai Essence.
The food is nice other then thai express.
then we had ben&jerry strawberry cheese cake. (:
then on Friday, silly meet up with his friends.
i bus-ed down to town to meet him.
we went to far east to eat our dinner and went to watch mid night movie at Cine.
we watched, Blood.
it was a story about vampire and vampire slayer.
nice movie after all.
then after that chill awhile and cab home. (:
next following day, Saturday.
as usual, meet silly after work. he bought me Venezia ice cream and herbal tea while waiting for me.
he is so sweet!!! (:
after that we went to have dinner with his parent at Lavender.
Fish head steamboat. it was damn yummy!
we waited very long for the dishes. too many people.
after eating, we went bugis to shop.
went BHG.
then home sweet home.
here comes Sunday!
was supposed to meet silly at town. but when i was preparing half way,
he text me, saying that he will be coming down. it was meant to be a surprise.
he is so nice and sweet all the time. (:
we went marina sq to have our dinner. then we had subway cookies while we were slacking at one side, waiting for his dad to come and fetch us. (:
i can never get tired of silly. and days with him will never feel bored at all.
he is the sweetest pie (=
photos will upload later....

2009-06-03T16:40:00.002+08:00

i am sick for the past two days.
the feeling is not good at all.
went to have subway on monday with silly dear.
we had yogura ice cream again. this time round we had 3 toppings. (:
i just love to eat the yogurt ice cream so much.
and i realize that whenever we go out, we don't binge.
we did not spend on junk food. we always had subway, yogurt etc...
healthy food!!!
and my appetite for food is smaller then before.
i guess i already kick the habit of binging. now, i hated food all over the table.
i find it a waste totally.
went to dine in at soup restaurant yesterday.
i wasted the food. ): cause i am sick. i got no appetite to eat at all.
but silly thought i would be hungry.
i really really love my silly so much.
like today, he told me he went to Gucci boutique and wish to buy the Lanyard as a surprise for me.
but the edition i want ran out of stock.
although he did not manage to buy for me.
but i really appreciate it alot!
i am really fortunate to have him as my boyfriend!!! (:

2009-06-01T02:20:00.003+08:00

hello!
im back to blog.
let me recalled what i did for my weekend...
hmm..let me start off from friday! (:
silly dear work till 4.30pm cause of me!
travel from town to BB to wait for me.
went bugis to buy my stuff, wait for his elder bro to fetch us and company his bro and his wife to eat prata. then after that, me and silly went to eat durian at geylang!
as he promise to bring me there to eat weeks ago. and he did it on friday night.
he is the best man! (:
then on saturday, we went to kallang. the leisure park mall.
we had our lunch.and we spent our time in arcade. we played, photo hunt and daytona. (:
then went to eat yogura. we had two toppings. oreo crumbs and honey nuts!
it was so damn yummy. photo will be uploaded. & he look so cute in the picture. (:
went back home to fetched his parents out to dinner at night time. we went to tampines mall.
we had Pu Tian for dinner. the environment of the restaurant is nice and the food is tasty too.
i love the dessert. pumpkin blah blah blah... i forget the name already. but it is truly delicious! (:
went ikea after that. it was a long day for me but i am happy just because i got silly to spend it with me. :D
had wedding lunch on sunday. silly's cousin wedding.
slack at his home and had my dinner too.
then at night, we went to melvin's wedding. it was at grass root country club.
then silly send me home after that.
i enjoy my days with him.
i would love to see him everyday of my life.
it will be everlasting for us. (:

2009-05-26T14:33:00.002+08:00

hello all (:
i say," i had a great day yesterday!"
because i could spent my whole day with my dear boyfriend. =D
we finally went to catch a movie! it was Night at the museum 2.
it was pretty hilarious. nice comedy afterall!
before that, we have subway for lunch, and at night, we had HK cafe for dinner. (:
& silly bought me a bag! cause my bag is going CMI soon. so he would rather i get it now.
i have a good boyfriend. it is like one in a million!
finally i already met one and i will stay with him forever.
this love is just you and me (:

2009-05-23T01:19:00.005+08:00

meet up with silly today. (:
we ate auntie annie and tako ball cause we having late dinner with his parent at parkway at later time.
we bus-ed there. (:
we having a very big quarrelled cause he make me so angry last night. ):
but still, he could make me smile again.
guess what he did for me?
he went to buy a card during his working time. and wrote all his remorseful words in the card.
and went to developed our photo.
my silly is so cute and sweet.
when he handed me the card. he lied to me and said it was invitation card from melvin to his wedding.
when i open and read. my smile is very wide. and he look at me like a happy boy. (:
just because of him. i had only good memories in my life.
i have to thanks him for giving me all these. he will be my love for life. (:

2009-05-21T00:44:00.005+08:00

we took new photos days ago!
it is so nice....(:
early in the afternoon today, i went to have a hair cut.
Miki done a new hair cut for me. somehow i like it.
big thanks to her. after that went home and went out again.
meet silly at town. went lucky to have our dinner. then went back to sengkang.
at night, silly send me home to my door step and watched me enter my house. (:
you make me forget what is sadness is all about.
yesterday night my silly send me good night msg and it contained a sentence that made me in tears...
''the time spent with you will be my most precious moment in my life"
i feel so touched and it makes me really feel so hard to even lose him now.
no words could express my love for him.
he love me so much and i love him so much too.
i hope we will be happily ever after. (:

2009-05-18T01:38:00.004+08:00

currently i am waiting for baby to call me.
so here i am to blog! (:
went out with baby and his whole family to marina sq on saturday.
we had dian xiao er. it is very nice. i like the food there and the soup.
went diva. cause got sales. then went to see my bag. i hoping to get that bag!!!
it is so nice....
im a happy girl everyday cause of him. (:
went to vivo yesterday to collect my phone.
had subway like again....
then went to MNG and bought a top. (:
heeded to thai express to have my yummy tom yum soup.
nth much for the day.
before i go home,
he would kiss my right cheek and says : i will never leave you
he would kiss my left cheek and says: i will treat you good now and always
he would kiss my forehead and says: i will love you now and everyday and it will last till forever
he is so sweet every now and then.
i spent my days happily with my baby. (:

2009-05-15T02:07:00.005+08:00

hello people! im back to post.
just came back from hospital. ):
will update later about what happened.
dearie came fetched today in afternoon. we went to his family doctor to let him see his X-ray.
he refer him to A&E at Tan Tock Seng Hospital.
last night we talk on phone for very long and he told me that he would like to eat subway today.
and also due to the macadamia nuts cookies!
so we went to eat subway. i swear to eat others variety next time dear. (: (: (:
after that, we went to bugis to get my lashes, eye liner and lash glue at SaSa.
then we went to holland v to fetched mandy to her salon.
after that we went to have our dinner at Lavender. then went back sengkang to fetch his dad and elder bro to hospital.
when we reached, i was urgent in need of toilet. but need to walk. dear could not company me as he need to register right away. so his elder bro took the initiative to company me to go to the ladies.
at the A&E,all that they said is tell us to wait. and they will said nth at all!!!
after waiting for some time, we were told to go back. so his elder bro drive me home with his dad. and his bro insist to drop me at my house downstair and his dad insist to see me to the lift and watched me enter the lift. they were so nice to me. (:
dear called me up and told me that the pain he was going through with the big syring after we went back.
i was down with tears. i feel so pain for him. my poor silly. ):
his msg for me.
"sorry dear, i make you cry again. ): please cheer up (: smile girl. hubby will always love you and never let you go. cause you treat him the best, u are sweet to him, you love him and u take good care of him. (: good night my precious! "
it was so sweet. but my heart still feel so pain for him.
silly, i will miss you alot..... ):

2009-05-12T01:32:00.005+08:00

i spent my long weekend happily!
on saturday, it was chloe one month old!!
dear's family done a small celebration at their house downstair.
all the relative came. (:
he came fetch me during early afternoon. we had some food when we reached.(:
then after that we went home to rest. then clean up those stuff at downstair in the late afternoon.
i was at his house for whole day. we use lappy. he played my bejewelled game at face book.
then at night to mount faber. (:
on sunday, it was mother's day.
we went out as usual. his bro fetched us to east coast seafood centre to eat.
we went to the red house. we ate, abalone, shark fin and 6 more others dishes. (:
it was a nice meal.
dear's bought bird nest for my mummy. and we bought strawberry shot cake for his mum (:
as for today, we went to vivo to have my sickening LG phone for repair.
then we supposed to catch our very first movie after so long that we been tgt. but the time slot not suit our timing. so we went to have our lunch at Thai accent. then ben&jerry. (:
my fav!(:
then went to lavender to see doc. cause he is sick. i hope he will be fine soon.
headed back home for dinner. cause his mummy cooked.
after that, we went out again. guess what!? i saw SHANE and her bf riding bike passed us.
then we stopped and smoke. at first i dont know it is her. till my bf call on him.
then i find that dear's friend very familar. so i look at his gf. then we both so shocked and happy to see each other. (: we chat for awhile then we each go our way. (:
i love to see dear smile. cause he got two nice dimple on his face.
i love him so much that i dont wish to lose him.
i love him many many many!!!

2009-05-09T01:34:00.004+08:00

hello all!
im back to blog.
i went to take my salary at International plaza.
Chat awhile with my boss. then went to orchard to meet silly.
my poor dear. worked full shift today. ):
went to kinokuniya with silly to buy book . then went back Taka and chat with my colleague.
was not very happy with silly about something just now.
but i do see him making alot of effort coaxing me. (: so i forgive him.
he is so scare when i got angry.
i love him so much!!!! he is always so sweet. (:

2009-05-07T02:29:00.006+08:00

don't worry about the people in your past,
there is a reason why they didn't make it to your future

my off day for the day.
went town to meet silly.
we had a tiff. ): the quarrel goes like this,
we agreed to have dinner tgt. but he told me he already had his lunch at 3 plus.
his dinner time is at 6 plus. so i feel that he wasn't really feeling hungry.
so i told him to skip the dinner. but he told me that we should go eat again.
but i was worried that he is not feeling hungry. so i insist not to.
he insist to have. cause he know i did not eat anything at all at home.
so bickering just started like this. but end up we were fine sitting at wisma smoking corner.
we sort things out. he came to hug me and everything is fine! he is so sweet (:
at night. after his work. we cab home. he take the car and fetched me to eat at geylang.
my fav biscuit is strawberry pocky. now becomes his. cause i always fed him when i eat that.
so on the phone just now, he told me that he is feeling abit hungry. he wants to eat pocky!
my silly as always(:
i love him always and forever!

2009-05-06T15:10:00.003+08:00

has been working full shift for these two days.
life at work is boring! but i can go for short break every now and then. (:
like yesterday, as early as 10.30 am. i met Tasha at the staff entrance.
we went out to take a puff and had a small chat. we cant go in yet, simply because we were late.
need to wait for the store to open then can go in to our counter.
we only got a 45 mins break. but all the others brand promoter go for an hour or so.
like no government. but of cause we had to help each other to cover when the isetan supervisor ask about it.
during my break, silly and me walk over to lucky plaza to eat. (:
my 2nd break we went to Food republic.
silly is a good boyfriend.
he will always walk from taka to wisma just to company me to smoke. (:
but everytime i tell the Myanmar girl name, Thin that i going to have a puff,
she will give me sad face. she don't like me to smoke.
although her spoken english is not good. but everytime i talk to her, i understand what she means.
she don't know how to pronounce my name. she always call me barbie doll. zzzz
she is a very nice girl. but her boyfriend not good. ): i want her to be happy always..
i miss silly dear so much now. i meeting him at town later!!! (:

2009-05-03T00:41:00.007+08:00

today is my off day.
early as 10 am in the morning, amber msg me tell me to work from 6 to 10.
shortage of man power.
but it is my off day. and i going out with dear.
so i tell her i really cant work for her. but she can understand my tiredness.
she is such a nice boss. she even msg me and remind me about tml. how to get such a nice boss right. (:
went marina sq to eat dian xiao er with silly.
headed back to sengkang to fetch his parents and his younger sis out to dinner.
we just chill at one side while waiting for them to eat. after that we went parkway to shop for Chloe baby's stuff.
everyday of my life, i could hear my love one says how much he love and treasure me.
everyday of my life, i could smile happily just because of him.
he is my everything now. (:

2009-05-02T02:40:00.013+08:00

i had a great day on my bday, 1st of may.
i was working at isetan during the day time.
work is good. i really want to thanks my boss so much for treating me so well.
my tears almost well up when Joycelyn tell me how much my lady boss did for me.
i will be good from now when working. (:
silly came from taka to scott to find me at my break.
we ate KFC. (:
after my work, i walk over to find him.
we went to buy my bday cake!!! then headed to east coast sea food centre for my celebration.
we ate, crab, bamboo oyster meat,kang kong and noodles that is meant to be eaten during bday.
all was ordered by silly dear. (:
then we had my cake. very yummy!
he is the sweetest drug!
he always wanted to give me the best. treat me like a precious.
to me, he is the best thing that god ever gave me. (:

2009-05-01T01:15:00.004+08:00

i had a long and tiring day today.
because of the new promotion area at wisma.
i tihnk today i lost 1 kg or smth. early in the morning i went toilet twice.
after my break with silly i went toilet again.
thanks to the mango my dad bought. it is really high and rich in fiber.
it is my bday today!
thanks to those who wish me happy bday and those that did not wish me.
it is a little disappointing when i expect wishes from some ppl, but i dont get them at all.
maybe everyone is just too busy with their life. (:
work from 2 to 10 today at Wisma.
im so happy that Vig actually go to Taka to find me. but sadly. i am not working there today.
but still, when i call on him just now. he wish me Happy birthday!
i know there are friends who will still be there for me now and then. (:

2009-04-30T00:09:00.003+08:00

i always got this feeling to blog. and not to blog sometime.
maybe some days later i will stop blogging and you guys will see my blog rotting.
it is good to update daily. so that i will not forget all the good and bad things happened in my life.
and to update those close friends that alway keep track about my life. (: i love you guys.
well,today is my offday. went town to meet my silly. then we walk to centre point.
saw angela! she was working there. change outlet.
this is like the third time of this month we saw her. so we stop and chat.
silly ask Angela about the rolex watch and all. talk like he is going to buy on the spot. zzzz
make Angela seems so happy. naughty him!!!
&& my Birthday is only 1 day away!!!
im getting older. turning 19 already. ):
my wish is to be silly's wife and both our family is well and healthy.
i don't wish for more. just him and me. (:
& last but not least,friendship between my friends will always stay.
god, please bless me. i will be good. (:

2009-04-27T23:05:00.010+08:00

hello all!
this post will be a long one.so be patient readers. (:
MY REDANG TRIP!
first night spent on coach with silly!
we went to report at golden mile. silly's dad drove us there.
then we board the bus. reach custom then after that we start watching our individual tv.
we watched, money not enough 2 & Run papa run. (hongkong movie) very nice! (:
then watch till halfway, our bus got a half an hour break at yong ping station at ard 12 plus in the night. went to buy cig and chill. (:
after that went back the bus to continue our movies.
slept all the way till we reached the jetty. it is 7am in the morning!
but our ferry is at 9.30am. so we went to walk ard Kuantan with the rest. ate our breakfast and all. (:
then we board the one hour plus ferry to our Redang island.
reached, sat the monorail to our resort. it is so damn F nice. the sea & the environment.
i swear if can. i want to stay there longer!
we register and then went back to our hotel.
we bathe then slept all the way till 5 plus. it is so tiring.
went to have our buffet dinner after we woke up. then went to walk ard the island.
then watch ppl's sing. it is a open air KTV beside the sea. (:
after that went back our hotel and sleep.
slept till very late the next day. we miss our breakfast and lunch!!! all silly's fault!!! humph!
sleep like pig luh him. then no choice we settle our lunch at the restaurant.
the service there really thumbs up!
we trying to change the tv channel, cause i want to watch the summer mo mo tea movie.
the movie was filmed at Redang. and they got this channel that will always played this movie for the visitors to watch.
but the buttons of the tv is kind of faulty. so we called up the servicing.
he was waiting at the door for us for a good 15 mins!!! and you guys know what,
we were smoking and talking in the room! the reason why he did not press the bell and knock the door is because we put a sign do not disturb. OMG! they seriously very polite man.
we watch them house keeping cause we scare our things lost. but they will alway put a smile when interacting with us. everything will done up nicely.we just have to sit there and do nth!
it is really a nice trip for us. the scenery is so beautiful. the seawater is so clear. i will never forget the days i spent there.
i gonna miss there so much. ): ):
silly took very good care of me during the trip. he dare not sleep when i still awake cause he scare i will be afraid. (:
he is such a wonderful bf!!!

&& daddy just saw him few days ago.
then mummy called me up the next day when i at work. she ask me about silly.
where he stay. what he doing and all. but then silly was beside me cause we were chatting at the counter. i feel so PS. when my mum ask me so many questions. cause she is teasing me!
honey, you better treat me good good. my this lifetime is in your hand. (:
i can say that i cant afford to lose you too. not just you! i know you love me seriously alot.
but i love you more then words can say.
you mean everything to me (:
i love you baby!

2009-04-19T15:37:00.007+08:00

说好的幸福呢?
i love this song alot.
in less then 7 more hours to go, and i will be on my way to my redang trip! (:
i miss silly so much now.):
he make me forget all the unhappiness past.
he could make my heart turn from sour to sweet.
he could make everything possible just for me.
he could give me the best.
even when he is so sick. he still want to see me home.
and we had a small tiff. he should be feeling frustrated at me as he is feeling sick.
and yet i still give him my nasty temper cause of small thing.
but still. he manage to make me smile.
he got a very nasty temper too. but just for me. he willing to give in so much...
i really dont know what else i can say...
he is the best bf i ever had. (: (: (:

2009-04-17T13:57:00.005+08:00

finally, out of boredom, i got a face book. (:
& guess what, my sis bought a Nikon SLR cam! my wishlist will soon be all fulfilled. =D

Met silly after his work yesterday.
we trained back to sengkang. have our dinner and see chloe.
aftermath, silly drove me home. (:
i realize that each time when he drive, he will always held my hand...
he is always so sweet. (:
2 more days to our redang trip!!

2009-04-16T14:47:00.008+08:00

back to blog.
upbove were the photo of the Fcuk watch he brought it for me. (:

i went out with silly yesterday. (:
we went parkway parade. to buy our things we need for our trip.
then we had our meals there. then i bought a dress at cotton on.
at first i want to buy back the top which someone claimed that it gone missing in the house.
but nevermind. just entertaining the childishness and take it as it vanished into thin air. it is only a top (:
petty boo.
i told silly about it. and he said that i should get smth else instead.
so i picked a dress!
he paid for it.
aftermath, we went bugis. we shop ard.
i got myself another top and a dress. and a short.
he got himself two short and a t-shirt.
and we got ourself each a sun glasses. i got mine at parkway. he got his at parco.
then we went sarangoon to eat the porridge which is very nice!
after eating we went to loyang temple to pray then home sweet home. (:

i gonna meet silly later. he is working.
but he can still company me(:
he is my good bf. (:

2009-04-10T10:53:00.008+08:00

i know my blog is rotting. (:
let me tell you guys what i did for the past few days. (:
went out with Man li on monday. we went to a cafe/pub near bukit timah to chill.
i was not feeling good on that day. so somehow i drink.
after that. went to meet silly at ard 9 plus at esplanade.
everything is fine now!!! (: (:
dear girl, thanks for being there for me. i really appreciate it.
then again, i meet up with simin and doreen on wednesday. (:
i hope my pay is getting today. zzzz

i finished my work at 6pm yesterday. (:
alvin and junlong came to find silly.
we talk awhile and cab to office. cause he need to take smth.
i waited inside the cab.
after about ten min. he came back with a isetan paper bag.
he pass the bag to me and whisper smth to my ear.
anyway cant tell you guys what he said. (: it is smth very sweet.
i opened the bag, and it is a FCUK watch! the watch which i said i like it alot the other time. (:
aftermath, we went to east shore to visit his sis in law. she just gave birth yesterday.
it is a baby girl. Chloe Tan Jia Xuan. (:
i finally saw Nicole! the baby that acted in the Daddy's nanny.
she is so big now. her eyes is so damn big and cute.
seriously, i am living my days happily with him...
counting down to 9 days to our Redang trip. (:

2009-04-03T00:50:00.005+08:00

i start my new job yesterday.
im so happy cause i can see silly everyday! (:
but perhaps next week cant. cause i am posted to boutique for few days.

today after work, silly's dad pick us up then go have dinner.
after eating dinner. wait for him to bathe and send me home. (:

im really sorry for what had happened today. ): ):
im so afraid to lose you now.....
you make me realise how important you are in my heart. (:

2009-03-31T00:46:00.005+08:00

im back for update!
i met so many long lost friends on the street. but none recognise me. ):
cause when our eyes meet, they will look away.
and when i approach them, they were so shocked. do i really change so much??
i dont know what you msg me today is real or fake.
but anyway, there is no point telling me all that.
cause i think it is time we should let go and carry on with our life.
it has been so long that so many friends told me to put down.
six years had passed. i will remember you and everything.
i wish you luck in whatever you do next time.
i will not be by your side to share your ups and down. but i will be happy for you.
i will take good care of myself too. (:

went to eat mini steamboat at parkway parade yesterday.
then ate the stupid macadamia nut ice cream. it is not my fav.
but what to do? someone's fav. and he freaking bought 3 scoop!!!

today went to katong sing post to pay my stuff. then to tempiness mall to have my meal.
at night to mount faber! (:

&& i will be going to a small island at malaysia with my beloved. (: (:
redang island!
the date is getting nearer!!! im so excited. (: (: (:

2009-03-20T14:56:00.005+08:00

im falling sick for these two days.
silly gave me his medicine. haha!
went to AMK hub to meet wen.
we took many photo.
& i went to buy empty cd & legging.
we ate yogurt ice cream. (:
ate thai express during night time and bean curd. (:
my days are happily spent with my beloved.

2009-03-18T02:31:00.004+08:00

thankss for the tag passerby.
i dont think there is dare or dont dare?
if you think our separate is ridiculous, then it is your thinking.
i seriously feel very relax and happy with my life now.
i got friends and silly by my side. nth else more that i wanted now.
please face the fact. cause i already made up my mind. (:
went to work at IT show for four days.
lots of fun. i will never forget the laughters we all shared during these four days.

to someone,
please stop msg me and still treat me like ur gf.
if you carry on lying to yourself. dont wanna face the fact,
i will change my mobile number.
&& IM GETTING ENGAGE!!!
face it or not.
i will be someone else wife soon. (:

2009-02-07T15:51:00.008+08:00

below were the overdue photos! (:

2009-01-30T02:00:00.003+08:00

many years had passed,
still,You walk away with a smile
i watch your back, walking further from my sight
that's when i felt a prick of pain deep down my soul
we had unspoken words
but our choice is : it was best left unsaid

had instant noodle in the noon.
many many happiness i felt. (:
went to have a short training at Wisma.
then headed to shane 's 21st bday.
will upload the photos later...
cause quite lazy and tired at the moment. (:

the worst feeling ever had is when my good friend tells me how sick she is,
yet i could not help her in any ways.
it sucks alot...
may god bless you and bring your pain away...
i hope it is a positive result.....
im having sore throat right now.
i guess if dearest read this entry, he will start his nagging again.
sians. NZL seems so far. i hope he is doing fine over there. no call for today. ):